The book Late Bloomer: How An Autism Diagnosis Changed My Life has long been on my radar. I’ve followed Clem Bastow’s work since my early 20’s, from listening to her great voice on different Triple R radio shows, to reading her journalism covering music, entertainment, film criticism, feminism and many a taxonomic listicle. The music and arts community in Melbourne can feel like a small town, and for me Bastow’s voice has always been a welcome and exciting part of it. Scrolling through her social media accounts, where she posts impressive cosplay outfits, amusing memes, pictures of her dog Milly and more recently documenting the creation of this book; I followed along in real-time, as her journey of seeking and confirming an Autism diagnosis, at age 36 unfolded.
At Melbourne Centre for Women’s Mental Health, we know that Autism often manifests differently in women, girls and gender diverse people, and can go undiagnosed. I knew Late Bloomer would be an important book to review and share within the Centre and its wider community.
I pre-ordered a paperback copy to read (especially because I wanted the sparkly cover for my collection), but when I found out the audio book was read by Bastow herself, I bought and consumed all 8 hrs 57 minutes in a weekend, as I knew from listening to her on the radio that the delivery would be fantastic. And I was not wrong! Bastow injects so much nuance and wry hilarity into the delivery, you can literally imagine little Clemmy (and adult Clem) navigating this weird and wonderful world in her head.
I popped my headphones in, pressed play and listened to the introduction; which made me sit up in my seat on the train, knowing right from the beginning that this book was going to be something illuminating and special.
Late Bloomer begins with an author’s note, in which Bastow steps out her personal choices and reasons for some of the language and grammar used throughout the book. The ‘a’ in Autism is always capitalised to reflect the importance of Autism to Bastow’s identity as well as “recognising that it is not just a ‘condition’, but a community and a culture.” Bastow also uses identity-first language rather than person-first… such as ‘Autistic person’, rather than ‘person with Autism’ and explains with much care and consideration, why people might choose person-first language instead. The author’s note is in-depth but succinct and covers other issues relating to language such as labels like ‘high functioning’, ‘non verbal’, plus neurodivergence as something that encapsulates not just Autism, but other types like ADHD and dyslexia. Right from the offset, Bastow makes the reader feel held and cared for with deep thought, expansive research and deliberate choices.
After the author's note, the opening chapter is a brief life history leading up to how/when/why, at 36 years old, Bastow finally got diagnosed as Autistic. “It’s hard to qualify just how life-changing it is to receive an Autism diagnosis well into adulthood. Suddenly, it was as though I had a road map, translator and code-breaker all in one.”
Late Bloomer mixes Bastow’s personal and often hilarious anecdotes about growing up in a world she didn’t quite seem to fit into, while simultaneously deconstructing the misconceptions and stereotypes that surround Autism.
Bastow carefully takes us through the fevered excitement of her first ‘special’ interest (a “cornerstone of Autism”)... “no five-year-old knows more about dinosaurs than I did”... to trying to navigate schooling, friendships, relationships both emotional and sexual, with other people, as well as these relationships with self. Navigating the confusing world of substance, body, sexuality, and being human. Bastow also explores sensory issues, normalising ASD food habits, Echolalia and Palilalia, Dyscalculia and literal thinking, as well as many other aspects of Autistic life.
It is a deeply personal memoir that covers the highs and crushing lows of existence without feeling the need to shock and awe. Bastow acknowledges hugely painful life moments, with what feels like genuine care and empathy for her readers, obviously self aware that all kinds of people with varying degrees of trauma and life experience will be reading/listening to the words.
Throughout the book there are mentions of studies about Autism, all cited with end-notes, which Bastow states “...is an act of academic accountability, but it is also political: it is a way to demonstrate, however subtly, that the Autistic person is so often viewed as an object, not a subject.”
I personally did not know about the very dark (and patriarchal) history that surrounds Johann Friedrich Karl Asperger, who was the Austrian paediatrician, medical theorist, and medical professor for whom Asperger syndrome is named. Bastow’s research provided me with context as to why people are no longer diagnosed with Aspergers. As well as the citations throughout, there is a reference list at the end of the book for broader context, and for people who are keen to go deeper into the research.
Then of course there is Bastow’s incredibly vast, meticulous and deep love of all things pop culture, woven into the memoir and clearly an intrinsic part of Bastow’s existence as a whole. In the audiobook version, it was brilliant to hear Bastow quote lines from her favourite formative film Ghostbusters, hear her discuss nerding out with Vin Diesel about Dungeons and Dragons or that through Bastow’s time living in LA writing as an Entertainment Journalist …”those forty or so minutes with Kristen Stewart - she liked my hair!! We’re best friends!! - lingered as a sort of talisman.”
Bastow is very clear that Late Bloomer concerns her own experiences and that she can only speak for herself. The care, empathy and intellectual rigour that radiates throughout the book extends right to the end. After the final chapter, Bastow includes an epilogue, where she interviews numerous other Autistic people about their experiences, to reinforce that every single experience of Autism is different and unique.
Late Bloomer is an incredibly funny, warm, insightful, intelligent and empathetic memoir that is a crucial read for parents, care-givers, teachers, mental health professionals, or individuals wanting to learn more from the Autistic community. I found it an empowering, positive and life-affirming book for people who identify as neurodiverse.
Here is a link to a
short extract
from the book and you can purchase Late Bloomer from any good bookstore. Published by Hardie Grant Books
Review by Caitlin Jablonka